Tuesday, November 25, 2014

With Regards to Mr. Tyson

The most astounding fact I ever learned in science class was that hydrogen,
given time, will begin to ask questions like:
Where did I come from?
Where am I going?
What am I doing here?
What's the point of getting out of bed in the morning?
Well my take is that the very first thing that ever happened
was a great big CRASH like the spark of a match
that burned brighter than the hope of two people trying to make a third
louder than every scream or sigh or story or song that you ever heard
and it still burns.
and when that white-hot shaking settled,
cooled like quivering fresh-forged metal,
slowed down and solidified it dressed itself in protons--
protons, like that girl from the first day of science class
who turned around in her seat and asked
"Can I borrow your notes? Did you catch that?"
and me, I'm like an electron, opposite in every way
but doomed to fall around this girl like the moon falls around our world
and all I can manage to stammer out is a pitiful "y-yeah."
but you get a proton and an electron together you make hydrogen,
and with enough hydrogen it'll all fall in on itself
until all that heat and all that pressure make two of them fit together
and FWOOSH the rest follow suit, a wildfire inspiration
in a star, a thermonuclear crucible, an intergalactic philosopher's stone
turning hydrogen into gold-- an alchemist's wet dream!
but it was the astronomer who saw and knew and never told.
Because two hydrogen make helium, then lithium,
beryllium, boron, carbon, nitrogen, oxygen--
breathe in oxygen breathe out that same air
that you and I breathe used to be hydrogen just like you and me
and like a pregnant woman that's grown too fat
and can't support the mass of her ravenous babies
a star that's grown too heavy will collapse
and send her enriched guts throughout the cosmos
to make new stars, new planets, new rocks covered in carbon and nitrogen--
water, that's just O and H2, throw in some C and some N and you get a stew
and given time that stew will learn to crawl and walk and breathe
and talk and dream and screw and be just like me and you
so yeah, we're in this universe but it's in us too--
That's why we're here! That's why we exist!
to recognize and experience the brilliance that's within us and around us.
I wasn't lying when I told that girl I saw galaxies spinning in her eyes
and I'm not lying when I say: when you send me flying
off into the void, I won't be going on some lonesome, heroic voyage.
I won't be alone.
I'll be going home.

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